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Aurora_girl1990 | Hi, I had an odd experience a couple of years ago.But this is also linked in a way to a dream i had a couple of years before that.It was the year 2009 and i was living in my grandma's house for the purpose of completing my studies and i had a dream(one that i've had before two times and this was the 3rd time).In all 3 times i was being chased by this being and the first two times i was afraid of this 'being'.But the last time i had this dream,i hid behind the wall(like i did the first 2 times) and this is where is changed.I remember feeling a rise of joy in my heart as i turned to look at this 'being'.I couldn't see his face or her face.To be sure right now i can't remember if i felt it as a 'he' or a 'she' but i'm pretty sure it was a 'he'.Anyways,i couldn't see the face because when i tried to see it there was a blinding white light.And i felt joy at seeing this 'face' even though i don't know why and this joy lasted for a long time.Even now if i think about it i can feel that joy again. Move forward to 2010 october,right after i met the guy who i fell deeply in love with(it wasn't mutual i later found out but at this point i didn't know as i didn't ask.I've since cut all contact with him)and one night i had this 'vision'.I don't know how to describe it as it wasn't a dream i'm sure of it but i still don't believe i actually experienced it physically.I think it was more percieved on some level. Anyways,i percieved this being of light come into my room and touch my cheek which used to comfort me for ages afterwards.I don't know why.I'm not one to believe in such things and i am usually skeptical of such things fearing it's a negative entity.But this one,was different.This being,it was male and it was made of light-hands,arms,legs all made of golden spirals of light.And though i denied it afterwards thinking it was my guide,one night it came to me that i felt this being of light was him-the guy i was madly in love with. Mind you,i haven't heard or read about beings of lights before so i don't know why i had that vision.(i have read about it now and it is said that our higher self is made up of light..but i'm uncertain so i would like to know what you guys think.) Thanks |
Ra | Hello Aurora_girl Well, my guess would be a guide or higher aspect of Self. Beyond that, I couldn't say. Not much help, am I? |
Aurora_girl1990 | Nah,its okay.I figured as much.Though what i can't wrap my brain around is why i 'felt' it was him instead of a higher aspect of my Self. Though a few months later,after i've learnt about spirit guides i thought it was my guide.But it came to me one night that i had conveniently forgotten that it was him i 'felt' it to be. |
GeminiKarat | quote: Originally posted by Aurora_girl1990: In all 3 times i was being chased by this being and the first two times i was afraid of this 'being'.But the last time i had this dream,i hid behind the wall(like i did the first 2 times) and this is where is changed.I remember feeling a rise of joy in my heart as i turned to look at this 'being'.I couldn't see his face or her face.To be sure right now i can't remember if i felt it as a 'he' or a 'she' but i'm pretty sure it was a 'he'.Anyways,i couldn't see the face because when i tried to see it there was a blinding white light.And i felt joy at seeing this 'face' even though i don't know why and this joy lasted for a long time.Even now if i think about it i can feel that joy again.
Please read it as an opinion: Those dreams could indicate that light wins over dark(=being) and brings joy into your life. Edit: |
GeminiKarat | quote: Originally posted by Aurora_girl1990: Move forward to 2010 october,right after i met the guy who i fell deeply in love with(it wasn't mutual i later found out but at this point i didn't know as i didn't ask.I've since cut all contact with him)and one night i had this 'vision'.I don't know how to describe it as it wasn't a dream i'm sure of it but i still don't believe i actually experienced it physically.I think it was more percieved on some level.Anyways,i percieved this being of light come into my room and touch my cheek which used to comfort me for ages afterwards.I don't know why.I'm not one to believe in such things and i am usually skeptical of such things fearing it's a negative entity.But this one,was different.This being,it was male and it was made of light-hands,arms,legs all made of golden spirals of light.And though i denied it afterwards thinking it was my guide,one night it came to me that i felt this being of light was him-the guy i was madly in love with.
Please read it as an opinion: Depending on your religious background I would see it as an angel or the Mahatma energy that you saw in your dream. Edit: |
GeminiKarat | quote: Originally posted by Ra: Hello Aurora_girl Well, my guess would be a guide or higher aspect of Self. Beyond that, I couldn't say. Not much help, am I?
I had similiar thoughts.
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athenegoddess | Sounds like an archangel. I think it was a very real experience and you should try to communicate with it more because unless you do it can only do so much. |
Aurora_girl1990 | Thank you everyone for your replies..i am on a hp so its hard to quote all of you but i will when i get on the pc. What i dont get is that if what i saw was either a higher aspect of myself or an archangel why did i feel it was him instead? |
Aurora_girl1990 | bump any idea as to why i felt it was him instead of say a higher aspect of myself etc. |
Ra | I am not saying that it couldn't have been. That just seems more like wish fulfillment, but I certainly couldn't say one way or the other. |
Aurora_girl1990 | quote: Originally posted by Ra: I am not saying that it couldn't have been. That just seems more like wish fulfillment, but I certainly couldn't say one way or the other.
True.It did cross my mind if it was wish fulfillment but i can't say for sure whether it is or isn't. Oh well.Thanks everyone for the inputs. |
Randall | quote: Originally posted by Ra: I am not saying that it couldn't have been. That just seems more like wish fulfillment, but I certainly couldn't say one way or the other.
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